The waiting (and oversharing) continues...

But you know... there's alot I can do while waiting for my next procedure...

I can pray and fast.... it's Lent after all!

I can play Solitaire Cash on my phone and continue avoiding life

I can clean out the house and do projects and keep busy

I can spend time with John and keep him on track with his studies

I can continue to track spending in the budget and look for a job so the budget will stop having a panic attack

I can blog!!!

So I'll let you decide which of the above things I'm doing.  I'll never tell. Really, for all you know I could be rotting away in my house crying randomly and hiding under the covers.

I meannnnn, am I doing that? Am I????

Well I'm not that mean, I'll give you a hint.  My incredible friend, Meryl Lee, who I don't deserve, made these much needed book shelves with me!  In the spirit of no spend challenge, we didn't spend a cent! 

Definitely a work in progress. Thanks to MerylLee and her persistence with me, George's books see the light of day for the first time in 20 years. 

Speaking of something else that has not seen the light of day, If you happen to STILL be interested in my oh so thick endometrium, then you are in the right place!!....🤣🤣 the predictive text on my phone suggested "endometrium " after I typed the word "thick".... 

The scheduler actually called me last week and I can now report that the date for my hysteroscopy D&C is April 24th. Preop is April 7th. 

GUYS....THIS IS THE ACTUAL PROCEDURE THAT WILL TELL WHY MY ENDOMETRIUM IS SO THICK 

FINALLY!!!

They go in with cameras and check out how it's "configured " according to my doctor's explanation.... then they will do the D&C and get it all out so they can see what's causing the thickness and bleeding.   Precancerous? Cancerous? Some other condition? 

Ahhhhh stay tuned. 

Anyone reading this who is taking Progesterone?  I am struggling with it.  I looked up side effects yesterday and of course....sedative effect...low energy....tiredness..... ugh! 

I have no energy.  I'm struggling.  And the dreams continue! Disturbing,  scary, strange dreams every night about teaching and about my family members.

All side effects of progesterone.  The thing is, I need to keep taking it because it slows any cancer growth, so until I know for sure there's no cancer, then I'm going to keep taking it.  

I push through...I offer it up....I get things done around the house little by little. 

Yesterday, when I waited for my daughter at the dentist, I was reading the Readers Digest. There was an article about how to talk to anybody. It described the type of person and then gave strategies on how to talk to them.  One was the drama person, the inappropriate joke teller, the selfish person, the OVER SHARER. I got to oversharer and identified way too much with it and then I got scared for all of you who are reading about my uterus. 

Well sorry to say I can't share tips with you on how to deal with me because I panicked and didn't read that far!

Sorry. You're on your own.

The main takeaway you're probably missing from my Readers Digest story is WHY was I even reading the Readers Digest instead of playing Solitaire on my phone? Because I forgot my phone!!! I left it HOME!! I didn't have my phone.  That's the only reason. Oh my,  am I oversharing? 

I should be more mindful of that. 

Well hey, I'm probably fine. I'm definitely not am oversharer.  It's not like I asked them to do a Facebook live video when they go into my uterus with those cameras.

Or did I?